i appoligize for the last post

I was just really upset with george I mean I guess me feeling lonely and depressed got the better of me and made me a complete bitch. Because since he doesn't like to communicate with me and when I try and he really doesn't answer me back it makes me feelreally stressed out because then everything stays bottled in until the bitch in myself gets out and a lot of shit happened yesterday but it was my fault weather he wants to admit it or not. But were going to go to consuling and see what we can work out about everything that is going on with us... And I just hope we can make it work but I feel so guilty because he put my mom in the middle of it and I yelled at her and I never seen her cry before I just hope she doesn't hate me because when I saw that I was already kicking myself in the ass- that's why I got even more pissed off me and georges problem are our own we don't need to be involving anyone else except for those involved. So sorry for those who had to hear about it...