i just want him to care....

I just want him to ask how my day was or if i burn myself on the burner say "are you ok" or just come up to me just to say i love you. just to text me and say "i miss you" he used to do everything like that... everyone was jealous of what we have. and now? i'm jealous of what they have. i just want the old george back, and i honestly don't know if that will ever happen. i am so depressed and he's not willing to make me happy. as long as he's happy then no one else matters. i just wish that i was able to drink like there was no tomorrow because then i could hide the pain with liquor. i would be a drunk, but then nobody would know how i felt, because i would be able to hide it by drinking. this sucks! :(