my life as it comes for this day, today.

So, This is my first real blog in over 3 years.

So let's start this first blog with everything that I am feeling and with all of the goals that I have in store for myself.

1. I want to loose about 65-70 pounds, I want a flat stomach and my arms chins calvs and everything else toned up I want to be the girl that when i pass other girls in the mall they turn and stare and say "look at that skinny girl who thinks she's all that just because she's skinny" yes, I want to be the girl that YOUR jealous of. I'm not conceded I just know what I want because when there is a girl passing by me I envy her because I want her body shape and don't have it, but I call them a Heffer.

2. I want to be able to run and not just for 5 minutes or even 30 I want to be just like Tara Costa, and be able to run a freaking marathon that would be amazing. She is one of the people who happens to be a semi/celebrity who i look up too, she was on the biggest loser about 2 seasons ago, I just want to have that fulfilling feeling about finally accomplishing something.

3. I want to get my GED or even Diploma, but I don't want to go back to a regular High School.
I want to then go to college for my degree in to be an Ultrasound Tech., that's my dream then from there also go for a 2nd degree in writing/poetry or something for as long as I can remember I'm always be in love with writing and been in love with photography. so that's my thing.

4. I want to write a book even if it only sells 100 copies I don't need to be the most famous writer/novelist/author or whatever, I don't need to be Stephenie Meyer,Lauren Myracle,Nicholas Sparks, Judy BLume,Sarah Dessen or anyone else I just want to see a book of MINE being published I would love that, I want to do book signings I want to do that, I'm not in it for the fame, I'm in it for just to be able to do 2 things that I love... I love reading and I love writing and I would love to be able to say to my child, my family for that matter... GUESS WHAT? I'VE BEEN PUBLISHED. That would mean more than the world to me.

5. I want have read 100 books by the time 2011 gets here. I have so far read... ttyl,ttfn,l8r g8r by Lauren Myracle.. Twilight,New Moon,Eclipse & breaking dawn by Stephenie Meyer; Dear John by Nicholas Sparks ; Bras and broomsticks and frogs and french kisses by Sarah Mylowski
so that means I have 90 more books to read. I am now reading.. spells and sleeping bags by Sarah Mylowski so if any of you have any suggestions as for books to read please don't hesitate. and let me know what the books are about.

6. I want to improve me and George's marriage, I want to do more things together like cooking together working out together or anything I think we should have something to do together and then something else we could do as a family. I think it would really help us get even more closer than we already are.

7. and finally be a good wife to be able to know how to cook more dishes clean more and clean faster. to be the wife he can't wait to come home too, to a clean home and very nice smelling home of food and cleanse.

that is all i have for now maybe tomorrow something will be different.

for now the top ones are..

ged diploma.
write book.
get my 2 degrees.

let's make this happen.

I LOVE YOU George & Rhylan (: